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Is it really necessary? Another guy with a blog? Because there aren't enough white, Christians whose voices are heard in North American societyI need to stand up for the little guy. If I don't, who will? Oh yeah.everyone.

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So the question is, why bother?

I've been dying to write the past few years, but the words never seem to come the way I want them to, or at least as easy as they used to. so I just quit. Blogging, stories, writing in my n'Sync diaryI just stopped. I got tired of fighting a blank page. But the whole time I stopped, I felt as if there we're things I couldn't express any other way. I've become a pent up ball of energy. Thoughts, ideas, jokes, theology, books. It was all inside me. I just grew so tired. I'm still tired, but writing is therapy for me, so I've decided i need it. even though myself as my own therapist is a terrible idea. Or as anyone's, for that matter.

As an 8 year old, I wrote a 52 page book about a spaceman named Kenneth. He was the janitor on a spaceship and when he went outside to clean the windows, the jerks took off without him. He fell to earth in his spacesuit that turned into a spaceship and visited all my cousins. It was pretty legit for an 8 year old. At the end, I think he was about to die, and all my cousins we're so sad, then he turned into a real boy when their tears fell on his face. Pretty sure I stole that part from Pinocchio.

That creativity has left me. Now I'm an old grump filled with arrogant opinions and distrust, with a hint of Jesus when I'm not too self-absorbed. I'm so wrapped up in internet arguments that the joy of writing has been stolen, ironically by myself, and it all feels so pointless on most days.

I'm not 8 years old, but I still act like one most days. My faith is weak, but I love Jesus. I have an amazing family, wife and kids, and am luckier than I deserve. Most people would kill for what I have. But I'm also whiny and take all the good for granted on a regular basis. Call it the 'consumer condition' , or maybe that's just an excuse. This is who I am.

I decided to try something. To just write every day and be as honest as I can. There will always be a little self-deception in my writing, because I'm just delusional enough to think others actually will care what I have to say. So I'm just going to write, for myself if no one else. Writing feels like about the only way I can let things out.

We can go for coffee, but I'll be an awkward mess and probably cough on your dessert. I can preach, but I'll just read notes off a page in a monotone voice. Plus, my preaching might be a little too preachy these days.

So here I go. Another caucasian, 30ish year old Christian with an outlet for all my frustrations and passions. Thank you, internet. Hear me roar. Katy Perry is my inspiration. Katy Perry fans will find my blog and be so disappointed.

Don't expect well reasoned arguments all the time. I can't promise that. I can promise Vanilla Ice references, and jokes about how it's really MY milkshake that brings all the boys to the yard. Take that, Kelis.

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